Beverley (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} redlightdistrik) wrote,@ 2009-05-19 23:58:00 |
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last time
just realised that i rly h8 july :@@@@ fuck all the shit in july!!!
h8 people commanding me to do stuff. fuck the ac srsly, regret to the max. :-/ grrrrrr!!!!!!!! h8 u h8 u h8 u
been sheeshaing/shisha?whatever!! at haji but omgzx no more for me till idk when sun damn dizzy all the smoke nearly died YUCKS! cos the Slut next to me was breathing in all my fresh air HAHAHHAA
didn't get to meet Nurul Janet Char at EAST COAST for BREAKFAST at 1030AM OMGZ srsly my life is so sad. i overslept :-( i have no other time to spare to meet them hence the v v v early timeslot :-( SIAN. need more time for my friends. i miss DREAAAAAAAAAMYDREA! (lol just for you) <3 can't wait for wed srsly. BREAK FROM THIS SHIT.
I HAD LAI LAI ON SUN FOR DINNER B-) YUM YUM YUMZZZZ LUV IT LAI LAI!!
had a goood day today though. had Nick's prac then bathed in school & went for Niger's item + others bonding 8-) l4d then dinner then mind's cafe for board games & l4d again!!!!! l4d rulez. today was rly fun yay & the guys said i became better at l4d
i reallyyyyyy need more more more determination & perseverance to last me through this period of dance, camps & other shitzzzz like that.
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that was the last time
cause the last time
i said goodbye to you
(said goodbye to you)
don't let her take all my love
i know it was all my fault
give me just one more truth
it was the last time
A girl quickly punches a number into her phone and waits until she hears the other line pick up.
"Becky, I don’t know what to do, I really don’t. I love him so much and I don’t think he thinks of me that way. I mean, whenever I see him or think of him, I can’t help it, this smile comes across my face. Sometimes he sees me smiling and smiles back. That’s when my knees turn to jello and I get butterflies in my stomach.
I know you think that he’s is so totally adorable and cute, but if you look past that and actually listen to what he has to say, you find a totally different person. He’s so caring and considerate and he makes me feel like I don’t deserve him. Well, actually, I don’t deserve him. He’s too perfect, I mean, look at all the girls that fall over for him. I could never be one of those. Their all so pretty and bubbly and….. not me. I couldn’t even start to compare myself to them. But whenever I think of him or see him, I can’t help it, I smile.
Now I didn’t tell you this but he called me the other day about homework. I tell you now, I made a complete fool of myself. I’m so embarrassed. I stuttered the whole time, but he was so sweet and just kept talking and making me feel better. He’s so perfect Becky, I don’t deserve him, so why do I keep wishing and praying that he will notice me, why?............Becky? Becky are you there?"
"This isn’t Becky.” Petrified the girl asks, "Then who is this?"
"This is the guy who’s smile turns your knees to jello and I just wanted to say one thing. Everything you just said now, I’ve been wanting to say since the day I met you"
just realised that i rly h8 july :@@@@ fuck all the shit in july!!!
h8 people commanding me to do stuff. fuck the ac srsly, regret to the max. :-/ grrrrrr!!!!!!!! h8 u h8 u h8 u
been sheeshaing/shisha?whatever!! at haji but omgzx no more for me till idk when sun damn dizzy all the smoke nearly died YUCKS! cos the Slut next to me was breathing in all my fresh air HAHAHHAA
didn't get to meet Nurul Janet Char at EAST COAST for BREAKFAST at 1030AM OMGZ srsly my life is so sad. i overslept :-( i have no other time to spare to meet them hence the v v v early timeslot :-( SIAN. need more time for my friends. i miss DREAAAAAAAAAMYDREA! (lol just for you) <3 can't wait for wed srsly. BREAK FROM THIS SHIT.
I HAD LAI LAI ON SUN FOR DINNER B-) YUM YUM YUMZZZZ LUV IT LAI LAI!!
had a goood day today though. had Nick's prac then bathed in school & went for Niger's item + others bonding 8-) l4d then dinner then mind's cafe for board games & l4d again!!!!! l4d rulez. today was rly fun yay & the guys said i became better at l4d
i reallyyyyyy need more more more determination & perseverance to last me through this period of dance, camps & other shitzzzz like that.
-
that was the last time
cause the last time
i said goodbye to you
(said goodbye to you)
don't let her take all my love
i know it was all my fault
give me just one more truth
it was the last time
A girl quickly punches a number into her phone and waits until she hears the other line pick up.
"Becky, I don’t know what to do, I really don’t. I love him so much and I don’t think he thinks of me that way. I mean, whenever I see him or think of him, I can’t help it, this smile comes across my face. Sometimes he sees me smiling and smiles back. That’s when my knees turn to jello and I get butterflies in my stomach.
I know you think that he’s is so totally adorable and cute, but if you look past that and actually listen to what he has to say, you find a totally different person. He’s so caring and considerate and he makes me feel like I don’t deserve him. Well, actually, I don’t deserve him. He’s too perfect, I mean, look at all the girls that fall over for him. I could never be one of those. Their all so pretty and bubbly and….. not me. I couldn’t even start to compare myself to them. But whenever I think of him or see him, I can’t help it, I smile.
Now I didn’t tell you this but he called me the other day about homework. I tell you now, I made a complete fool of myself. I’m so embarrassed. I stuttered the whole time, but he was so sweet and just kept talking and making me feel better. He’s so perfect Becky, I don’t deserve him, so why do I keep wishing and praying that he will notice me, why?............Becky? Becky are you there?"
"This isn’t Becky.” Petrified the girl asks, "Then who is this?"
"This is the guy who’s smile turns your knees to jello and I just wanted to say one thing. Everything you just said now, I’ve been wanting to say since the day I met you"
