h3ll0!
firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKLYN JANE FRANCES HO KAH YEE!!!!!

haven't really been updating in awhile, main highlights of the past 1++ week wld be going to Oschool for Fredy's class!! like finally, cos prac for girls was cancelled. & surprise present + card from Mianbao Zc Papa & Mel, i luv random meet ups, more pls!! :-D

my birthday, didn't do much cos had Emix then family dinner & etc. omgawwwwd i feel damn old now YUCKS

finally meeting up w Drea Pooty & David, ramen @ noodle house ken!! buying random stuff from daiso, then sitting at macs & helping Drea glue on fake nails HAHAH

training w Ryan after like god knows how many months, perspired more in one session than the past month combined like srsly hahaha. ko night, then steamboat w Emixers to celebrate my bday! :-) thanks for the presents & all!! k then L4D again till damn late. too much L4D recently man omggg

Daddy's birthday! family dinner @ Crab Party hahahha butter cream crab - BEST. (Y)

also finished the entire series of Boys Over Flowers (korean f4) omgggg luvv <3 GU JUN PYO!!! luv the show man hahhaha damn nice!



my 20th celebration w Emix -- STEAMBOAT! <33










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today something just got me in a really pissed off mood. somehow i feel like my efforts trying to break out of my box, extend and full out have totally been wasted. maybe it's the style & execution but i feel extremely limited by certain things that i'm doing now & i know that if i keep this up i will keep on deproving. it's like the more i dance the worse i become & i seriously feel like stopping dance for this now. i h8 the direction i'm going in........ these may all seem like just words but sometimes i rly wonder whether this will help me reach my fullest potential & like, bring me to another level.. i feel so stagnant & i don't forsee myself going anywhere. if that is so then why am i even in this?